She used to be one of the few whom i can get really wacky & comfortable with apart from my girls.
But really, in a matter of seconds, she changed drastically to someone whom i don't even know.
Maybe, my bad for not doing something?
My bad for not taking any actions?
My bad for simply be quiet & not say a word?
Alas~
He used to be my bestfriend, my only special one & my own giler-est partner.
In a matter of 3 days, he changed so quickly that i no longer recognise the familiar face of him.
Maybe, my bad for not being truthful?
My bad for picking it up?
My bad for not taking a stand?
Alas~
Holidays has changed her into someone whom she herself doesn't recognise.
Cooped up in her room almost 24/7, no wonder she's like this.
She misses that guy who played her like big time like super crazyy.
She misses that guy who was just himself when he was with her.
No Paikias & everything.
She let him go.
She said she would be okay if he's happy with her.
Then, why does it all feel this way?
This stinging painful waaay?
She just missed him,terribly.
Everybody else could tell that i confused my feelings with the truth;
& for the record, who the hell am i talking about again?
_Lynlove(:
