Dearest one,
Much had been said & done.
Your actions are a total opposite of what you said,keep saying & will be saying.
You claim something waaay different and the next minute, you're doing something else.
I wouldn't know if i'm dumb or i'm dumb.
I think i'm dumb.
For trusting you,your words & your feelings.
I'm dumb for believing you when you said,'' itu sume silap.. ''
Maybe because, i've been hurt many times that you thought nothing of it and do it one more time.
Maybe because, i've been stupid & dumb & gullible that you thought it was okay to do like that to me.
You perfectly knew what condition was i in & hey,that didn't stop you from hurting me.
Maybe because,if i was never in the main picture in the first place, you would have been much much much happier w MyRa minus-ing all the pretense & lies infront of me.
Dearest one,
I truly enjoyed myself talking to you even if almost the whole time i was just quiet & you were just listening to nothing but dead silence.
But, it had happened and i'm not blaming her, definitely not you because i know we were nothing but mere friends.
I was dumbfounded when you told me and since then,i knew everything will not be the same anymore.
You've made an impact in my life & i'm glad you did it because as for now, you may go.
Dearest one,
Were your words something that you played alot with?
Were your words something that you are good at?
Were your words something that you are an expert at?
Did you ever mean what you say?
Do you ever mean every single word that you say?
Because,i find it super hard to believe it.
Because, i find it super duper hard to believe what you're saying.
& if that hurt you, you've hurt me more,much more.
Lynn, give me a chance.. And i'll try to make it up 4 it..
I made a huge mistake.
Forgive me?
Sengsare dibuatnyer kalau i tak msg u/u tak msg i.
Forgive me?
Let's start all over again.
Forgive me?
You've succeeded in making me like you.
Forgive me?
Make me fall in love with you.
Forgive me?
I miss you like super lahh seyy.
Forgive me?
Selamat malam awak.
Dearest one,
I was mabok when i sent you that.
I was confident that we had something going on between us.
Your background and mine din stop us from having that lil special thing between us.
You proved me wrong,dead wrong.
For a split second, i did miss you. I know i did.
Since the whole time, the whole of that lil short period, YOU was what i think about,always.
When i was lying on my bed, when i was listening to some emo/love songs.
Regardless of what i did at that point of time, i was thinking constantly of you, you, you, you, you & you.
Dearest one, All the best ochey with whatever relationship you have w her.From t bottom of my heart, i'll let you go.For her sake.I know i'm not being fair to you.I know i'm not giving you any chance at all.If ever i could just describe to you how sorry i am things had to end this way,i would.My happiness is nothing compared to your girl's.She needs you like super alot, go get her.Lynn takmau dgr all those crap about you not sayang-ing her and everything cuz i've said it through the phone manymanymany times.Kasih sayang & cinta boleh dipupukApe tu dipupuk?Alah, dipupuk lahh...I tau.. mcm dibuat pelan2 kan,lynn?Urhh,a'ah a'ah.. dibuat pelan2, dipupuk lahh tu.. kan same...Ape u same.. lain lahh... u gunekan bahasa melayu .. i gunekan bahase melayu..Dearest one,I've never said it to you because i thought that you knew all along.I'm repeating the same old mistake again & i never learn from it.With that, publicly, i admit defeat.With that, publicly, i fell in love w you.With that, publicly, i'll let you go.Syg, all i wanted since then was your love. It's nothing much,so i thought i was._Lynlove(:
