I've known stuffs which i'm not supposed to know.

They had my best interests at heart & i thank my gf-s for that.

I never really talk about the the after effects.

I dun't think i see the need to.

What's done is done.

But,why this feeling?

Why?

Haven't i done enough to prove to you that i'm your friend?

That i'm your girlfriend?

Why does it all have to be reduced to this?

If that was what you want,why wouldn't you tell me?

If that was what you really wanted,why would'nt you tell me?

If that was what you badly wanted,why wouldn't you tell me?

Friend,is my good,never good enough for you?

Friend,whatever happen to 10 years of CME lessons?

Friend,did it ALL fall on deaf ears?

Friend, i have never put ANY blame on you.

Friend,as far as i could remember, i din even called you names,not after what had happened.

Friend,havent you heard of a saying,'' Never ever build your own happiness on one's misery,cause it would never happen,regardless how hard your efforts were?''

Friend, if i could turn back time, i knew i would,i wouldn't ever want to meet you.

Friend,i try not to be too arrogant, but i believe it's time i take a stand for myself.

Friend,i've been quiet for so long that everyone takes advantage of it.

Friend,i've been acting super dumb,so that i can see with my own eyes what your true colours really are.

Friend,i did my own calculations & everything,and it's confirmed that you're the one who's at lost.

Friend,i can't deny that i miss you too.

Friend, If ever we get to meet under a different sky,

To my dearest Nurul Fasha,

Thanks for everything. Really,without you, my fighting spirit, i know i wouldn't be what i am right now.

To my dearest Nur Ainina,

Thanks for being there for me. Even if i dun't talk much, thank you for just tolerating my mood swings.

To my dearest Saheera,

Thanks for just being my pillar of strength,babe. Without you knowing it, it's really because of you that i had managed to pull through. Thanks alot,sayang..

To my dearest Nurizan,

Thanks for the constant words of encouragements & support. Without them,i dun't know if i can be like what i am today or would i still be a zombie who's just turned dead(:

To my dearest Shabrina Bte Shari & Muhd Aliff,

It had been a roller-coaster ride for me. Really, it had. Shabrina, thank you for the constant i-love-you's. Thank you for being there for me,constantly. Thank you for just being you. Thank you for all the night sessions. Thank you for always believing in me. Shabrina, i believe you still do keep in contact with Muhd Aliff. Shabrina,tell him this. I've never put any blame on him. You know me,i'm too innocent for all this hatred. I'm too innoncent for all this revenge & stuffs. I believe everything happened for a reason,and i'm in no position to question it. Muhd Aliff, if you can and you're sure that you can make Shabrina happy,why don't you? Don't use my girls as your reason. Because believe me, Shabrina's no longer with us. Whatever she do or wherever she is, we won't be taking care of her anymore since it's her decision,not ours. With that, i don't think my girls would be the reason why you can't woo her. Muhd Aliff, if Shabrina Shari is the girl you want real bad,then go for it. If Fizah is the girl whom you really want,then go for it. Just dun't repeat your mistakes,would you? Oh,Shabrina, ku pegang pade janji kau. Meeting at the gates of TP, 9 yrs down the road,ROMM together. With that,the best of luck to the both of you.

To my dearest sayang,

Rey,terime kasih utk segalanyer. I tau i nie lah gf yang paling bermasalah sekalik.. Ahahah... But,thank you for being there for me. 2 months of being with you,really,it is pure joy(: I dun't think i can stop thinking of you each day. You're constantly on my mind. Thank you for teaching me the true meaning of love. Thank you for accepting me for who i am. I nie penuh dgn serba kekurangan,but that didn't stop you from having me as your special girlfriend. I love you,bi. I really do love you,sayang(: