It's 2am in the morning & i still cant sleep.
i dunt know what i am gonna type about since i do not have any intention of saying i out loud.
i believe i have been saying much & things had happened for a reason.
Even if i don't have any say in it,i guess i gotta be strong to face certain setbacks in life.
i have never been a good person,what about perfect.
people made mistakes & they forgive each other.
if i did make one,then im super sorry.
but you forcing me to something which dunt like is seriously out of the qn.
i aint complaining but i aint keeping quiet about it too.
you leaving me hanging all by myself is bad enough.
making decisions for me w/o me having a say in it is also bad.
i mean,if you are dead set on your decisions,why even bother asking me?
I think i have done much to compromise with you.
But instead,you get all big headed & you step all over me.
you and your bloody mind set.
you think that i am going to follow your orders.
For once and for all.
Im going to listen to you for the last time.
If by Prelims,my result is still the same.
You can save your crap talk & your breathe.
Because by then,i am dropping it.
I will personally write that letter.
even if it means forging your signature
& by that time comes,
jangan nak harap aku ikot kate2 kau.
You dunt even have a bloody chance in having a say in choosing of polys & courses.
& people,this is one of the reasons why i cant sleep this past few days.
To that someone,thank you!
_yaNa_
