Will you ever?
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
-Erica-
& sayang,with that,happy one month anni.! (:
Sorry for my suckish behaviour today,i was indeed too tramautised to talk about it & even to think about it.
Sorry for giving you 1 word answer since i was reallyreallyreally scared..
Sorry for simply nodding & shaking my head instead of answering,since i wasnt in the mood to relive that moment.
But,that's no excuse for me to treat you like that.
With that again,sorry hunns... (:
And berok,i am not letting go of you.
Whatever comes,i am still gonna hold you,dude..
Whatever shats happened,even if im constantly being slapped 24/7,i still won't let go of you...
& oh,miss d, i never really actually break with him. Please take note that there isn't ''yet'' after him. It was just a measley act for you to believe it..
What im trying to say is,i sayang my alep manymanymany & please langkah over my dead body to get him.. hah!
''Nick tanye psl kauu.. dier tanye kau dah attached ke belom..'' - adeq
''ape kau jawab?''-kakak
''aku cakap kau dah taken,tapi dier tak caye. dier ckp he's next..''-adeq
''next?''-kakak
''to be your guy bodoh!''-adeq
''bodoh tu pelan2 sikit! my guy? suro dier tunggu lagik 3 tahon ah siak..''-kakak
''3 tahun jerr??''-adeq
''either that atau tunggu buat selame2 nyer..''-kakak
& yes boy,i am super serious about you.
i wasn't in the first place,really..
but,you were there when i needed you most..
when they were busy having catfights..
even if i dunt reaqlly talk much about it,
even if i dunt complain about anything to you,
your presence made a difference.
With you by my side,i know i will turn out just fine
True,her adeq is much more handsome than you.
but hey,i want you,i need you.
I love you manymanymanymany,hokays sayang..
hehs!
(;
It's just our 1st month.
I dunt know how long it might last.
I dunt know how long you can be mine.
I dunt know how long im yours.
I dunt know how long you can withstand my unreasonable tempers.
Please know,i'm gonna appreciate every single thing you did.
Those ''good morning'' messages of yours which can seriously do some damage to me.. (:
Those ''good night'' messages of yours which can seriously make me go ooh-lah-lah!
Your su-weet smile..
The way your fingers find mine..
Your way of simply caring about me.
You care too much,you know.
Sometimes,im worried for you.
(:
My wish is to be with you.
My wish is to be with you as long as possible.
My wish is to be with you as long as our relationship can lasts.
My wish is to be yours.
My wish is to spend time with you as much as possible.
My wish is to be always be there for you,darling..
P/s : Apart from me wishing super hard to get good o's results.. (:
If you ever read this..
Mohd Aliff Bin Mohd Zaini,
im in love with you,boy.
i love your lame jokes.
i love your smile.
i love your messages.
i love your crappy mode.
i love being with you.
i love spending time with you.
i love talking to you.
i love messaging you.
i love you,sayang.
Miss d, get the point?HAH!
_yaNa_
(:
