What happen to you
What happen to the time that you said you swear you stay through
Is this how we end
That i never want to see you again
But there comes a time
when i will forgive & forget
I want you to know that i miss you,
I miss you so
I want you to know that i miss you,
I miss you so

If only i can pluck e rainbow down from e sky, i'll fill it with your name n put it back, to let pple know how colourful my life is to have you around. Good night,Lyn.

It saddened me when you,your music & your messages becomes nothing to me.
It angered me when you act so dolly up innocent.
It hurts me when I couldn't simply turn back the time to delete you from my life.
The thing that really makes me sad is when i have no one to blame. Not you & gawd, NOT HER!~

My heart used to skip a beat when i listened to your songs.
I used to smile 24/7 when i received your messages.
I used to wait anxiously for your reply.
I used to just lie down & think about you.

Now,i don't.

Curse or scream at me for raking up the past,for raking up 2 years ago..
Hate me for not treating you fairly.
Kill me for being like this.

My life has enough of it's own screwed moments.
You had to add more to it..
You pulled me down.
You pulled every inch of my self-esteem & my confidence that's left.


& all this while, i dun't know who am i referring to.
I can't bring myself up to blame you & her cuz i know, you both were simply 14 & 18 years old teenagers at that time.
The thing that irked me most was not blaming anyone for causing it to happened.

It's best if we keep a distance between us,dude.
You were great & everything.
But,give me time to fully absorb it.
I wouldn't want to lose a girlfriend & my closest dude.
Sorry if i make things worst.


Then i realised, it was my fault.



_yaNa_

Written @ Friday, March 09, 2007