What really happen to us being friends?
I thought we had everything going well.
We end each other's sentence,we joke about dumb & lame stuff, we talked & gossiped about all the Maribs & Minaribs. I thought we were close friends, i thought you were nothing more than a close friend, a big brother whom i long known.

L I Y A N A says:
sejak biler sukekan yaNa?
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
sejak dulu tym kite bual2 mesre
L I Y A N A says:
asal sekrang baru nak bilang yaNa
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
sebab sejak tu kite lost den i simpan diri i la

You proved me wrong. You gave me quite a shocked.
I wasn't a pro in these matter..I thought you had the wrong person. I was having no experience handling these matters when it comes to guys that are not in express class or from Millenia Intstitute.


L I Y A N A says:
You salah orang kan?.. You wanted to speak to Fasha kan.. Not me?
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
u giler ke? Sape pulak fasha nie?. I nak bobal ngan u. Liyana. Bukan Fasha.
L I Y A N A says:
Are you serious? I am Liyana or yaNa . Not Fasha or Shaz.
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
A'ah lah u nie.. i nak cakap ngan u bukan dgn fasha atau sha atau shaz atau sape2 lah.


You were so persistent,insisting that you like me.
But,aren't guys suppose to act like that?
Aren't they supposed to act as the macho-loving-man this minute & the villian the next minute?
My defences were low & you had the bloody advantage.
Thank god that you didn't properly sound-ed me because i wouldn't wanna think of the what-might-happen.


http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=27851026

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=11777751


http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=8541797

I had requested you to look at all 3 profiles, hoping that you would suddenly changed your mind and go,''Kawan u pon alright jugak ehs. I tak jadik ah sukekan u..Sorry for the mix up..''
But,you refused to change you beliefs & you still held on to your views of liking me dearly.


You never had any intention to drop that topic.
All you keep doing, was confessing your feelings..
If there is a Best Male Actor, i am so sure i would give it to you.


You wanted to meet me.
I made up 101 excuses NOT to meet you.
''I couldn't get out of the North Zone''
''I have a curfew''
''My class will be ending late for ALL DAYS''
''I will be too tired to go anywhere else''
''I have alot of homework to do''
''I have tuition to go to to''
''I have plans on that particular day''
But,all your reply was, ''Takpe, i boleh tunggu. Jangan nak dalih-dalih. I tetap nak jumpe u. Kalau Mon tak boleh,Tue. Tue tak boleh,Wed & seterusnyer.

You knew ii was going Library on Tuesday since i had told you earlier,before you telling me all these stuff.


BinTANG DI syURGA says:
ok i amek u ar
L I Y A N A says:
hah?!
L I Y A N A says:
nak amek yaNa naik aper?
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
moto
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
ar
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
i ajak u rounding2
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
nak tak ?
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
u tgl blk aner k?
L I Y A N A says:
Erm.
L I Y A N A says:
yaNa seriusly tak boleh naik motor.
L I Y A N A says:
yaNa ader ..
L I Y A N A says:
erm..
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
u ader aper ?
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
blang ar
L I Y A N A says:
yaNa phobia lah naik motor.
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
ok
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
u tgl blk aner?
L I Y A N A says:
666
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
dkt ngan mrt kan
L I Y A N A says:
cam maner tau?
BinTANG DI syURGA says:
i tgk map ni
L I Y A N A says:
ahahaha...

When i give more lame excuses, you started to say,''Jangan main2. I akan tetap pegik saner ngan motor i...
Once & for all, i am meeting you. But,that's it. Both you & I have different commitments.
The only reason why i actually agreed to meet you was because;

(quoted by Faiz)
''Jumpe jerr lah. Kau anggap dier sebagai kawan. for what to worry,for what to kecoh2. Lagikpon,korang jumpe kat Library kan... Public place per tuu tempat. confirm kecoh ngan budak2 keciq''

Why i'm typing this?
My life would be a blissed if i change him to 2FILA.

=)


_yaNadarlZ_

Written @ Friday, February 09, 2007