this post is entirely dedicated to eezan,shab,rogue,kim & ryan.. The rest : get ur ass-ess out from thiis blog !!ii admiit iim not iin a good mood riight now..
ii have explanatiions to do..& ii guess ii am doiing iit riight now before matter goes out of hand..
ii wasnt jealous of the 4 special people iin my liife..
Gosh,she saiid the wrong thiing & iim the one on the receiiviing end;and that iis shab not talkiing to me..
iin the mrt,ii saw thiis little cute guy,about the age of 3 yrs old.. He remiinded mie of someone iimportant,someone speciial.. Memoriies played on my miind.. The tiimes when miie n hiim used to laugh,maiin kejar2 iin de house,take ALOT of piictures.. ii triied not to shed a few tears.. Cuz ii aint the ghurll who show weakness-ess... The only person who knew what was happeniing was Niina.. & why is it so???It was precisely because we were separated from uu guys iin de ferst place... iit was crowded... Shab,kim,rogue,ryan & eezan was quite a few feets away from us... while shaz n nasir..???gone,ii dunnoe where...
ii,then,shed a few tears because ii missed an old cute litle friiend dearly.. ii missed the times that we shared together... ii miissed beiing wiith hiim... & ii didnt shed a few tears because ii am jealous of uu 4... Why should ii be iin the ferst place???
It had meant to be a secret between the two of us,me & nina alone.. But i was unable to control my emotions as ii always used to hold i deep down..ii admit,ii actually broke down,after uu guys step out of the traiin.. & Puh-leez bear iin miind that ii am SERIOUSLY not jealous of uu 4...
It iis all a misunderstanding after eezan had told miie earliier today...iif she hadnt done so,ii am sure ii didnt noe that uu gerls would be upset wiith miie..
ii am truly tremendously sorry about this whole misunderstanding..iif ii could just rewind to that day,ii would have never let my emotons controlled mie in the first place..
ii just realiised that who are really my true friiends..who have my iinterests at heart..who really knew iinside out...ii thought uu were one of them..but where were uu when ii needed uu most??where were uu when ii wanted to talk to uu..
ii couldnt even fiind uu in that same place ii was standiing wiith the rest..
Oh God !!
