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290107 That day would marked the 3rd month of him not being with me,with us. God, I cant describe how i miss him soo much. I cant describe how i miss hearing his laughter,his smile,his kecoh-ness I dunt really know what to right now but i know that i terribly miss him,during lesson time,when walking home,when sitting infront of the television,when eating chocolate ice-cream,when doing my homework & etc. Gonna be 3 months and i still misses you like crazy. I know,like what the hell?? Sometimes,i feel like MY world is ending,without you by my side. Because i truly know,that a part of me had died when you left me on that tragic day. Whom do i complain to about this heart broken of mine? Whom do i go to when in need of a listening ears,to listen to my ramblings and to see me shed tears? Whom do i share my sadness with,when i know you will always be special partner till death part us. & it had already happened. He took you & i was supposed to handle my life,alone,grasping my bleak future. Can't he take me instead? I had commited more sins than you do.
You leave me & expect me to be okay? You leave me and expect me to stop crying? You leave me & expect me to be happy?
Studying for o's is what i AM doing right now to keep me from missing you too much. But that particular time will arrived when i will truly break down,when ii aint have the strength to go on.
I have never stop hoping, that one day you might just appear at our doorstep,with your lil cute smile. I have never stop hoping,that one day, you might just appear beside me,kiss me on my cheeks and said a proper,''I love you.Dunt cry for me. I am in a happy place. Goodbye!'' I have never stop hoping that,one day,you might just appear and witness me getting good grades with those shining eyes of yours. I have never stop hoping that,one day,you might just called me up and just wailed nonsensical stuff or whatever shit,i SERIUSLY dunt mind. I have never stop hoping,that one day,you will come & brighten up my day. Give me those special hugs of yours.Give me those nonsense crying stuff of yours.Giving me those wet kisses of yours. I swear that if you will ever come back,i would layan you 24/7 ,i would just shut up and not yell at you when you cry,i would just play with you and would not do my homework,i would buy you alot of golf sticks so that you can always pukol bantai me. I WILL ALWAYS FULFILL ALL YOUR WISHES..
i just have one, can you please come back to me,again?
Who the hell am i to kid with? _yaNadarlZ_
Written @ Tuesday, January 23, 2007
WELCOME
I've put in my utmost best in it
But,my best wasn't your best
Really, I din regret any of it
Cuz i know, my special one is out there
_Lynlove
The Dream Keeper
Lynlove(:
Atin's uncle is LOVE<3
LTG my thang
Sweet 6teeeen on IC
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