Hokay,so he walk past US..
As a result,i was speechless & close to faiinting,Nina was crying,Shaz was ''urh,erm,did he just pass us? while giving us a very confused yet dreamy look..
See what HE can do to us in just a split second.??? =)
ii lurve uu sayang..!With him back in her life, she thought she could get things under control. From 75%, it dropped at a steady rate till 60%. Where did the 15% go? Dunt as cuz she wunt want to answer. She knew perfectly where did that measley 15% go.. She couldnt control it from leaving,from changing to another form. Its like physics, the energy can neither be created or destroyed. Thus,it changes from one to one. From potential to kinetic energy.
With him back in her life, she feels confused & scared both at the same time. Insecurity is more like it. A simply question from him can make her go,''Bloody ass,ii aint suppose to treat him nice..What the bloody hell is wrong with me?!'' A simple question from him can make her heart skip a beat.. Make it TWO beats~ Or even THREE```
With him back in her life, her being single for a VERY long time can result to nothing. And when she say LONG, it is damn long.. She used to think about being single for a long time to meet a totally new guy. A totally new different personality. A totally new person to be with.
When he finally make a sudden transforming scene in her life..
It was hatred,hatred,hatred,hatred,hatred,hatred,hatred,hatred,hatred & MORE hatred.
Ntah cam maner,feelings changed.. she aint explain more here cuz she hates it when she could feel that she is losing control. That her emotions arent listening to her freaky-neat-stubborn head. That her itchy hands would really love to dialled and msg or EVEN called him. The only thing that is stopping her from doing everything right now is this feeling she dunt quite know.
But,she knows that she is very confused at that time. VERY confused to be precise..
What with the encouragement she receives from her dear friends,the insults from her own brother and the 24/7 cursing maniac game from her head. BULLSHIT with a capital B-
She wants him to be right there and then with her but then thought of otherwise.
She wants him to get lost outta her life but then thought of otherwise.
She wants him to stop contacting her but the thought of that simply made her shook her head HARD--
She loves to curse him upside down & inside out but she miserably failed.
She loves to leave him right there and then but she failed.
She loves to kick his ass,call an old friend of hers to give a good beating but then again she failed
=)
LTG minus Katy & Mas had a guh-reat time of sabo-ing IZAN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL..
Dah tue sey kawan aku yg lagik satu niie..
It was fun.. Selepas that sabo incident, ii have learned 2 things..
1) Somehow,i could sense the bond-ness we shared as one big famiily wiith all the wackiiest,sindiran-s,craziiest & stoopiidest moments..2) It sounds weird but SHAB tak tau nak handle tepung.. Her job for the day was to make iizan covered with tepung.. But sape yg kene mandi tepung dulu..?? SHAB URH !!!.. Funny sey.. Hohoho... =)Dengan penuh semangat dier nak buat tu simple task,tap tip tup,dier yg kene pulak..=)_yaNadarlZ_
