So as uu can see, fewer posts whiich means that ii am tryiing to cut down usiing computers * iinternet maiinly.. due to my one & only reason..
o levels ~He had change quiite a biit... ii could actually liist down all the changes that ii had obverse as we are about to enter 2007 or maiinly because 2007
would be an iimportant year to miie...-- He used to nag & nag & nag at miie when ii used to request to see Taufiik liive iin person.. ii would practiically beg & beg & beg & beg but he keeps sayiing no & no & no & no...
But then, he
change... & how diid ii noe that? Remember,Taufik was at IMM???.. Actually,ii iintend to go but dah masak sangat ngan my dad's nyer perangaii.. ii cant even be bothered to tanye... Out of the blue, he ajak miie go see hiim LIIVE after readiing iit kat Berita HAriian... Change!-- He used to read my messages... But now,no more... & how diid ii noe that,agaiin??? He diidnt ask about any guys that ii msg..Siince ii have been msgiing alot to the opposiite sex,regardless of whether they are my friiends or my friiends or my friiends... MAybe he iis keepiing quiet.. But he learns to accept that ii need priivacy,even to the smallest tiiniiest thiing... He wount even ask & took my hp IIMEDIIATELY when my phone beeps,whiich iis almost every day..
Change!--He actually thought of giiviing miie allowance,monthly, for 2007.. He consiidered of giiviing miie 50 bucks when ii had asked for 10.. ii kiindly refused cuz iit seems too much... But,he strongly objected & saiid 10 wasnt enough...''uu need food,stationery-s,assignment books..anythiing just go buy..for your own...just giive miie good results.. ii am happy''..Kalau dulu,nak miintak 5 ketul pon puner lerr susah...and see...
Change!-- He saw my liists of chosen courses from every poly-s except Nanyang.. Aku pon takut jugak kalau diier naiik angiin sebab takder nursiing atau teachiing courses... kan,he used to say,'' nantii biiler masok poly,terus amek teachiing atau nursiing...not others!''... Lagiik2 aku punyer pilihan2 sumer yg arts cum fiilm cum sound cum computer thiingy... alahai! But,he diidnt burst out iin a fury.. what he only saiid was,'' betul kakak nak masok niie?..if ur serius,then study hard for iit...Get less than 10 poiints,uu can do what ever uu want..'' So,iit iis quite hiigh his expectatiions.. but iit iis possible kan..? As seeiing hiim changiing,ii bet ii could do my part & do somethiing about my results.. Change!He had
change and ii am glad for that.. ii,on the other hand, triied to compromiise as well..no more hard tones..no more quarelliings wiith hiim..no more haviing siilent treatments... ii triied to get along wiith hiim...triied shariing the same iinterest... but faiiled miiserably.. ii knew she was disappoiinted wiith miie when ii cudnt go out wiith her..ii cudnt be wiith her when she needed miie most..ii cudnt be there to lend a shoulder..ii cudnt be there to lend an ear...ii am sorry.._yaNadarlZ_
