da first tym he said dat he wants to only be frens wit me..
i was okae wit dat..
bcos..if it doesnt werk da first tym,im okae wit it..
juz dat..dun cum back to me..

riintiihan seorang perempuan..

guys..
they never get it,dunt they?

for the past hour or so..ii have BEEN tryiin ma best to defend hiim..but to n0o avaiil...untill...ii run 0out 0of iideas 0on wat t0o say t0o her..
the wh0ole tiime,ii was liike "aper nak ckp lagiik eh?aper lagiik alasan aku boleh gunekan?" whiile he was 0out there sms-iing s0ome 0other ghurlls..nadiia mebbe..or syl..
whats the use of miie backiing up f0or hiim when he iis 0out there enj0oyiin.?
whats the use 0of miie talkiin t0o her when we kn0ow the damn fact that he iisnt the resp0onsiible type?

ii cant help iit lar when pe0ople say stuff that ii hate to hear...
liike iim hiis manager 0or sumthiin..
ii have t0o makeup different excuses f0or hiim f0or n0ot d0oiin thiings he iis supp0osed t0o d0o..


y not make those lil initiative to call fer a while and sae..hey tgh buat aper..bla3..and tell me dat he cant tok long bcos he's tied.
y cant he msg me fer a while and tell me he's gonna be bz todae..
so he cant msg..
and me..on de other side.
waiting fer his freaking msg...
at last..
im da one who msg him
and u noe wad he said
sorrie tgh on da fone..
tk ker saket ati..

riintiihan seorang perempuan

pinpointing to people's negative siide iis what ii hate d0oiin m0ost..
h0ow l0ong am ii coveriin up f0or hiim, telliing her
mebbe dier penat ke..
mebbe he is on the fone ngan members..
mebbe dier nga traiiniing
mebbe dier nga tido ke..
mebbe dier setakat kluar je ngan frens dier yg pompan..
mebbe u kol wr0ong tiimiing ke..
mebbe dier nga bad m0od ke..
mebbe he iis stiil deciiidiing ke..
mebbe he dunt wanna to make a wr0ong decisiion..
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how many maybe's are there iin thiis w0orld?


_sweet sewel yaNa_

Written @ Sunday, July 23, 2006