ii tried being the new her..but ii failed..despite all those support and encouragement ii received from my close one..im seriusly not up to the challenge of acceptin dem for who dey are..n not labelling dem fer wad dey are..ii shud have known l0ong ago when mie n it doesnt just click.im st0opid not to notice that..and playin wid it..wasnt wad ii plan..makin dem hurt wasnt wad ii intend to do..if i cud turn back time.how i wish i wud hav neva say yes when i noe im just the ghurll wid a big rebound on her forehead...ii wud hav neva have it when ii noe that im genuinely st0opid.. wad ii regret doing most was giving up on it when ii noe ii wasnt up to it.. how ii wish ii could just move away.. but running away from it wunt solve it correct? how foolish can eu be ghurll?.. ii wanna rip u up inside..just like eu how eu did it to mie.. it takes a lifetime to built up trust and second t0o l0ose it.. memories fade away but scars are always there wad eu didnt see was the game eu played .. i'd played them too im sick and tired of being hurt ii hate it when eu treat me like dirt wad did ii do wrong to deserve this why are eu bein like this.. im sorry to those whom ii treated like shit never reallie meant to hurt eu till bits curse and curse mie till ue satisfied.. ii cant be ur mrs ryte when ii wont make it happen.. when ii wud never make it happen.. ii cant be ur special one when ii hav l0ong l0ost given up on Nur LiyaNa.. (_0) _sweet sewel yaNa_
Written @ Friday, June 02, 2006
WELCOME
I've put in my utmost best in it
But,my best wasn't your best
Really, I din regret any of it
Cuz i know, my special one is out there
_Lynlove
The Dream Keeper
Lynlove(:
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LTG my thang
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