ku tak sangka...ku dpt bercinta lagik...bercinta dgn seseorang insan yg baik budi pekerti..
tapi ku buta...ku tidak nampak insan yg sebenarnya...
insan yg sebenarnya mempunyai seorang yg lain..yg lebih cantik dari ku...hah!
ku buta..
why shud ii ever fall in love again...when you just destroyed my hopes..just like dat..
ii tot u were de one...ii tot u were de ryte one...ii shud stop thiking ryte..ders too much ''ii tot''..and reallie lah apit...ii dunnoe why..ii was diz close to giving u a chance..to give you a chance..where ii finally can say..ii want to know you more as a friend...treat you more than a friend...to be able to finallly say..''hey..ii tink ii juz met de guy..who truly likes for who ii am..not wad ii am...im starting to like him...as more than a friend..tak sia2 kawan2 ii bela diri u ..''
but..wad happens next?..hmm...ii guess...we shud just stop...being frens hurh?..ii mean..really lah..ii shud stop sms-ing you..ii shud stop wad ii always do...which is to wait by ma handfone..like a stoopid doll,..wishing dat eu wud sms mie..or yet even bother to ask mie to kol eu..hah!..but ma wishes never come true...why shud it even come true?..why shud u even be bothered to sms to diz special brat who is soo crazy when thinking of u...ii wonder why...
luckily..ii get to noe de real u..before we even became more than friends...cuz u noe wad...ii actually believe it..believe ur words...when u actually said..dat u needed mie..dat u sygkan mie..dat u love me..and wadever shit..
its all bullshit ryte?..ii mean if it was true..u ter-send salah num tak...u nak send kat reny...tapi tersend kat yana...ahhakz..kate kate seorang lelaki..memang tidak boleh dipercayai..ahhakz..how stoopid cn ii get...ii start to believe useless bastards jerks...u !
ii didnt noe...u r such a pro..for hurting gerlz..ahhakz...ii tak tau...ii tak nak tau pon..
ii shud just stop caring ryte..ii shud just stop caring for pple...who plays wid pple's harts..
do u noe..how much u hav hurt me...ahhakz..ii dunt think so..im stoopid...org laki zaman skarang..maner tau psl bende nie...kalau dtg baru..amek yg baru...im soo de stoopid..how stoopid can ii get?..
stoopid..selfish..brat..living in dis werld...ahhakz..dah lah bodoh...hati dipermainkan...ahhakz...can it get any worse?..
im just so stoopid to believe u...ur werds...ahhakz..sume hanya satu permainan..
_yaNa_
