Touch Your Heart And Trust Yourself..Trust No One who d0 ii trust?.why do ii trust?.how do ii trust?.ii wonder..ii think..somehow..ii dunnoe..im juz..blank..ii dunt tink of anythin..ii dunt feel anythin..
do ii deserev de hardships in diz werld..ii wonder...im suppose to enjoy ma teenage life..yet... suppose to be more fun..wild..happy..
how do ii be like that...when im choked wid problems...emotions...and people who dunt care..how do ii be sumwan who succeeds in lyf.how do ii be sumwan who worries nothing but just pimples..boys..detention..suspension..ii wonder..
ii wonder..wad did ii do wrong..to actually deserve it..aceptin de fate?..hmm..ii wonder..where did ii go wrong..like..am ii that evil..am ii dat irritating..am ii dat obnoxious..am ii dat flirty..am ii dat naughty..am ii dat stoopid..and de list goes on..
pple do make mistakes ryte..everyone do and does it..nobody is purrfect..why do ii feel sumtyms dat ii am way way way not too purrfect...ii wonder..why do pple..point at mistakes of others..yet..theirs is much much more worse..ii wonder..
how ii feel..how ii think..itz ma thing..why do pple have to like tell me...u r wrong..u shudnt do that..u shud do this.im not stoopid..ii know..its just that..ii just want to act as if nothing has happen..as if it doesnt exist in the first place..as if he doesnt exist in the ferst place..ii wonder..
''looking at your stand right now..ii really think you should have a close companion with you right now..ii know how you are feeling..we are cousins..you are tired..disappointed..sad..you have given up on yourself..ii know who you are liyana..ii know the real you...and ii know..you cannot tahan any much longer..you are this close to breaking down..how long are you going to put on a brave act..a strong inner self..and a happy face...when you have given up on yourself..when is this act of yours gonna stop..when liyana?..ii fear that ii might not be there when you break down..so why cant you just readily accept somewan..sumwan who wants to share your misery.ur joy.ur sadness...he might be able to help you..recover your strong inner self..where you have just lost it..long long time ago..you cant depend on your friends all the time..fasha...saheera..and the rest of ur ghurlls..they have their own problems...promise me you would accept him..into your life liyana?..you are becoming weaker..just stop your act ..please...'' ii wonder...ii just love to wonder..
Written @ Monday, March 27, 2006
WELCOME
I've put in my utmost best in it
But,my best wasn't your best
Really, I din regret any of it
Cuz i know, my special one is out there
_Lynlove
The Dream Keeper
Lynlove(:
Atin's uncle is LOVE<3
LTG my thang
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