ii was diz close to givin u a chance...but u blew it away..
finally...ii got de chance to be actually have a control over ma feelings...to be able to say...ii want u..be able to say..ii need you in ma life...to be able to say ii love you..
how cheap can de 3 werds be..ii love you..it is so darn cheap..dat ii actually say it to you...cheaper den de fishes sold in de wet black market..
how disappointed ii get...wen ii knew...ii felt as if u were using mie...as a fren...mebbe more den dat..
im being cheated by sumwan whom im starting to love...
it came crashing down just lik dat..in a snap...less den a second...gawd!
u dunt noe how much it hurts..
dats why ii decline ur offer...ii reallie dunt want to be involved wid u n her..itz juz best if we juz ferget de whole apit-yaNa thingy...ferget it!..ferget dat it actually exiss in ma life...in ur life...in diz werld!...
