hav u eva know someone n dat sumwan was juz too gud to be true..hav u eva felt dat u dunt deserve to be with dat sumwan..hav eu eva felt dat somewan is just an illusion..a dream..wer it usually ends happily..but it doesnt fer mie..hav eu eva make a decision juz bcuz u r one spoiled selfish brat who onli thinks of her own self..hav eu eva cried fer de decisions eu hve to make..hav eu eva felt dat ur hart n ur mind r instructing different things to eu..at de same time..hav eu eva felt dat as if u badly want to do somthing ryte fer ur own gud self n not continuing de cycle of distrusting..if der is such werd..hav eu eva felt dat u juz hurt sumwan close to u n u fel bad n wanna make it up but u cudnt..de terror ..de complicated-ness..de mixture of emotions...all 3 in one..hav eu eva felt dat u juz did a major wrong thing n u feel helpless to make it seem ryte wen u dunt even trust urself.have eu?..have eu eva felt dat it is as if.as if.as if.u r lost fer words.u cant utter a single word.like it hurts too much..have eu..hve eu...ii noe..shab can rase all diz..bcuz of sum freking clone of rasputin..
