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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

particularly..im nt in a gud mood...on top of dat...de tumour grows again..and has affected his spine as well...wad de heck ~!?..on top and top of dat...ii helped someone..lied to another someone....gosh ~!..ii swear..if ii hav to turn back time...ii wudnt want to noe him...wudnt want to even to get to noe him..cuz all diz while..i dunnoe lar..im feeling de most shittiest bout diz thing...like...helping a fren?...gud....lying to another fren?...gud?..askin to be fuck off frm life?..gud?..harsh..ii noe..

kayz..ii admit...im at fault too..like wad..ii lied...for a fren...which is such a gud thing ryte...ryte?..ntah lar..mcm bodo gituk dibuatnyer....kalau tak buat...ape kate member plak...nanti dier ckp kawan mkn makan..kalau buat..bersalah giler sey...dah lame kite bobal sey..psl anything to everything..n ii lied to that person?...gawd ~!..semate-semate utk tolong her..im feeling de shittiest among the shit here pple..cam ner nie...kalau nak bilang de truth lagik...he tinks im a hypocrite...kalau tak...im save frm any other bala in de werldz..den im swimmin in guilt lar...alah....sortz lar otak nie...dibuai dosa nampaknyer...

aku sumpah...aku tak akan tipu lagik....please...betol betol..ii regret wad ii do...but over my dead body am ii telling him again de truth..mcm tak kene urh...alah...asal kene ader feeling guilty in diz werld?..mak datok...ii cant even put my feelings into werds..

my conv wit my bezt cuzzie bout diz shitty :


go figure. *dance, dance! says:
tell uu wad, if he's in later..uu add me also..
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
i help uu say laaa.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
say wad?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
say the things tht shud be said laa deng.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
which is?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
the thruth.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
and plsss stop liking nina.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
shes a poser.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
hahahah.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
why u say she is a poser?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
oo god, dont tell me uu think shes nt??
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
jus look at the pic laa. can see wad
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
wadde heck is a poser?
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
poser2 pon ramai yg nak
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
poser is like step laa.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ouh.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
damn guys these days are blind.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ii noe..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
n sham ckp..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
yana..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
wadever happens..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ii will still wait for nina.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
okay i must talk him thru
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
kalau no nid to tell him leh tak?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
im sooo blardy thnkful when im ur age, im a nerd and not a minahs.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
noooo. must tell.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
is he in yet?
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
noo...
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
eh..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ii reallie dunt wnt to tell larr...
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
why must tell sey?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
hmmm then uu wan sham to hate uu forever isit?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
bagadel.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
why not?
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
im nt important to him wad...
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
at least he stil got nina
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
de minah tak jadik tu
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
thts y must let him see the light.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
he cnt continuously be blinded.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
light?
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
alaaaa. tell uu no use. must let an adult talk.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
hahhahaha
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
yes yes light. alamak kau fail eng kape??
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
smue language aku kau tak fhm.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
light as in... see the truth...
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ouh..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
fail urh ape lagik...
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
budden ii cannot sia face him,..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
after he say.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
fuck off frm my life
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
allaaaa.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
he'll apologise to uu as soon as i inflict the correct info in him.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
dnt worry
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
no no no...
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ii dunt want lar..
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
like shit sia.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
no laa bodo.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
ii dunt want lar pandai
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
this is not shit.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
sheesh uu ar
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
it is shit lar pandai
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
no laa. uu want him to forever hate uu.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
uu must fucking hell clear ur name.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
dnt let nina over right uu.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
tak ape lar if he forever hate mie...
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
faham.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
stand up fr ur ryte.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
dunt care lar if she over ryte mie
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
i dont like laa see uu kena bully.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
not now lar
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
den start liking lar.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
its now or never deng.
helping ur fren..doesnt always end happily... ]] says:
never lah deng
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
sheesh.
go figure. *dance, dance! says:
suke hati ah..

[[go figure is my aunt....while de other one is mie..]]

so how..how..how pple....gawd~!...

Written @ Tuesday, February 14, 2006

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