at hosp: 2 hrs has passsed..n he is stil in de operating room..de tumour is bigger den de ferst one...n it has change its position..no longer at de back...now..de front...dats all ii noe..fer now urh..den my parents r waiting fer him..outside de ICu..mie n my siblings..ptg aru dtg..wit my aunties..
at home: chaotic.ii dunnoe urh..like ii cant keep my mind to do my homewerk[[at least]]..ape lagik house chores..like no mood cam gituk..de boys..sibuk nak main bola..do guys hav any emotions at all?..cant they see how serious the operation is..n dey gav mie de heck care attitude..wadever ~!
yest..at skul: got ferst 4 period..ii dunnoe wad ii learn yest..ii cudnt care less wad de tchers say..den mdm chong kol mie..2 ans de math qn..like all of pple..y ask mie..luckily ii noe de topic..if ii dunt...den adeline or hasif wud help mie..safe~!..den after skul...got concert..attend it half-heartedly..den jumble sale...lagik depressed..sumhow..ii dunnoe hu to turn to 2 pour out my feelings..not nina..she has her probs wit rejab..and was busy so called havin a secret relationship wit fi without pple knowin..shab..too busy taking pics..lol...rogue...she was doin de art thingy for siti..so yeah..wunt kacau her...sha, heera and katy didnt cume..erm yeah..
so im bcuming depressed n yet more depressed cuming my way..which is such a..bleargh~!.. but hav 2 be happy mah.so pple dunnoe..if u arent happie..but act like one..sumtyms..its like liftin u away frm ur depressness..but den..wen it cums back to reality..de shock is so hard.sumtyms too hard to tell even ur fren..so yeah..
till here aytez..
update later when there is less depressness in my life..
Written @ Friday, January 27, 2006
WELCOME
I've put in my utmost best in it
But,my best wasn't your best
Really, I din regret any of it
Cuz i know, my special one is out there
_Lynlove
The Dream Keeper
Lynlove(:
Atin's uncle is LOVE<3
LTG my thang
Sweet 6teeeen on IC
Waiting for results;
