Writings
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I've moved(:
Do comment;
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
Woots!
That happens to be my one & only cutest newest cousin.
Oh hail Liyana!
What utter crap(:
There's butterflies in my tummy, though.
& now, i'm off to Plaza SIngapura & my class chalet;
I am so looking forward to it(:
P/s: Changing to LJ like super soon. The time is super high for me to change & leave my past where it belongs to(:
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Monday, November 12, 2007
She used to be one of the few whom i can get really wacky & comfortable with apart from my girls.
But really, in a matter of seconds, she changed drastically to someone whom i don't even know.
Maybe, my bad for not doing something?
My bad for not taking any actions?
My bad for simply be quiet & not say a word?
Alas~
He used to be my bestfriend, my only special one & my own giler-est partner.
In a matter of 3 days, he changed so quickly that i no longer recognise the familiar face of him.
Maybe, my bad for not being truthful?
My bad for picking it up?
My bad for not taking a stand?
Alas~
Holidays has changed her into someone whom she herself doesn't recognise.
Cooped up in her room almost 24/7, no wonder she's like this.
She misses that guy who played her like big time like super crazyy.
She misses that guy who was just himself when he was with her.
No Paikias & everything.
She let him go.
She said she would be okay if he's happy with her.
Then, why does it all feel this way?
This stinging painful waaay?
She just missed him,terribly.
Everybody else could tell that i confused my feelings with the truth;
& for the record, who the hell am i talking about again?
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Monday, November 12, 2007
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Hak dusssh!
I'm back in Spore & it doesn't feel super nice at all...
What the hell;
Spent my holidays w my dearest loved ones.
Celerated atuk's birthday at the most tak sedap-est restaurant.
Went to Mak Ngah's house & boy,her dishes were super duper delicious.
Camwhore at Mak Ngah's house while adults were usy watching Bilut.
More to criticising it rather.
Heck;
Slacked by the pool for almost 2 days straight.
And someone actually thought that i was going to die or something.
How i super wish urhh.
Dang;
I've been doing alot of thinking lately.
& i've arrived to a conclusion that i'll do it.
It doesn't mean that i'm defeated though.
It's just that i'm super sick & tired of having these cold wars w you that it just gets super boring.
If that's you really want, then i'm okay w it.
Just dun't complain if i dun't chip in to the monthly bill thingy.
Suits yourself;
I've been missing you lately.
Maybe it's due to the overloading of emo-ed songs.
Maybe it's due to watching too much television.
But baby, i miss you like super hell.
Really, i do.
I really really really really really really miss you.
imy;
Iyer lah, nasib baik i nie giler.. Nasib baik i nier tergiler giler kan bayang u.. Kalau tak, dah lame kene kompang..
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Saturday, November 10, 2007
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Dengan sukacita, aku ingin menjerit sekuat kuat kuat hatiku memberitahu semua orang yang ku kenali & tidak ku kenali, bahawa O Levels telah punn tamat bagiku(:
Yes people, yesterday marks the end of my O's & god, it was just super su-weeeet.
Nina, Sha & I. Hahaha.. We were just floating on air while going back home even if one of us masih ader 1 more paper.. Hehs..
We were laughing, we were kekek-ing, we were just being ourselves. & trust me, it has been a-g-e-s since we're like being us due to the stress of the o's & everything. Even the constant honking of some vehicles couldnt dampen our moods(:
& it's now 10.30 in the morning & i'm supposed to still be in bed, haven't bath & haven't siap.
But urhh, i'm waaay out from bed, gua dah mandi, & bajus sume dah gosok, tinggal pakai ajer..
Daaang, Sha's gonna kill me if she read this!
Since o's is finish & everything, lemme just upload some of the super basi-ed pictures;
I ain't have any celebrations for my birthday this year & all my birthdays before that. I ain't complaining because it's muc much much much nicer this year since i got to celebrate it with my family, my true closest girlfriends, my true friends & my special boify;
Kunyit telah dianggap bodoh & buta sebab keputusan kunyit untuk menunggu budak kampung. Sesungguhnyer, walau apa pun yang terjadi, selagi kunyit masih ada mempunyai perasaan istimewa bagi budak kampung, kunyit akan tunggu.
& now, i'm off to town-ing w my girls(:
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Saturday, November 03, 2007
And bloody hell, this is the one & only freaking photo i had taken w Heera. Shytes!
Hokaaays, heera please remember to screamed at me going, ''Let's take manymanymany pictures, like the both of us togetheeeeeeeeerrrr!"
While i go run & take my camera & cover my ears(:
I slept quite late last night, about 3am in the morning studying the Ottomans & everything.
& it's 8.15am in the morning...
I'll be heading back to bed but before i go;
Dearest Saheera Bte Razeek,
It's going to be a full 7 years or so, getting to know you and everything.
Yeah i know, even if we did come close only during our secondary years, you have been the bestest girlfriend ever.
These 4 years that i have gone though with you simply sums up everything.
The slacking cum duty-ing time when you know what we did.
That pathetic innocent face of yours when we had our mengumpat-ing sessions.
Your daily cherry ''Hello'' even if it means it's like a freaaaking 7am in the morning.
That special laughter of yours & i'll knowi'm going to miss it like terribly since you're going JC & stuff.
And that joyful days when we bonded reaaaalllll well as true sisters.
Thank you babe for everything.
Thank you for simply being you.
Thank you for simply being there for me 24/7 without me even knowing it.
Thank you for cracking me up with all those hell lame jokes during the time when i needed it most.
Thank you for being the bestest girlfriend ever.
Thank you for being my own pillar of strength.
Thank you for all the time that we had spent.
Thank you for just being in my life.
Thank you sayaaaaang(:
With that, i know i've said it like twice, both thru sms & friendster, but hell, it's like not enough.
Happy 16th Birthday Heeeeeeeeeraaaaaa! All the best in everything you do. May you succeeed in life with your loved ones around you, constantly supporting & cheering you. May you achieve everything that you aim for & continue being this waaay & i'm super sure you'll succeed in life. All the best sayaaang! I'll be missing you like serious shit always seyy.. Hehs(:Since i suck at singing birthday songs, i'll write down the same old lyrics & you better start holding mic or something and just screamed/sing infront of the mirror.
~Happy birthday to you,
Hapy birthday to sayangku,
Happy birthday to Saheera,
Happy birthday to yooooouuuuuuuuu(:
With that, i'm off to bed;
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Saturday, November 03, 2007
I was mugging and everything when i just miss him terribly.
It has been a year and so that he had left & it has been ages since i last met him due to O's.
I'll come soon honey, after my last paper which is on the Tuesday.
I'll come real soon baby, this coming Sunday.
Wait for me, would you sayang?
& yes, i'll be heading to t late Sharunnizam & t late Ustaz Rafiq, insyallah;
Somehow, i miss him, like super alot;
It's Saturday & i'm not feling very well, again.
I'm simply looking forward to the end of all these examinations & stuffs.
Do you know how serious shit scared i am right now?
Damn it;
Fam went out raya-ing again.
I just dun't get them.
Neither do i get him.
Please define hard work.
Him & his split personality.
One minute, ''Yes. You can work...''
Next minute,''Who said i let you work?''
My reply,'' I dun't bloody care if you're letting me work or not. What i AM super sure is that i am so not gonna rot in the house until March comes. What makes you think that i'm one bloody chicken who needs to be fed just by sleeping and eating for approximately 3months or so? Say whatever you want to say because i am sick and tired of listening to everything & following like one dumb girl. And, dun't you dare start on your dunt-you-dare-use-that-tone-on-me-young-lady talk because i am going to start blowing up soon. I'm already 16 & i'm not going hoo-haa over becoming 16 since it's only 16 not 61. I ain't picking up a fight with you either. I've had my future plan out. I'm going to give tuitions whether you like it or not. I'm going to work during this holidays whether you like it or not. I dun't bloody care if it's only 1K per month and it's all hard work. Seriously, i am so not nagging at you but i have got to start somewhere. & trust me, i will not touch a single cent of your bloody money cause i don't see the need to. I'll scrimp & save every penny i got & whatever stuff i'll have to buy for poly, i'll use my own bloody hard work money. And yes, that includes my laptop, my thumbdrive & my new phone which i am changing to line like super soon. Dun't you dare start to cabar me and everything because it will be done. I will get it done. Just respect my decision would you. Damn it.
Him, " Just go and continue your studying."
Dang;
i miss boify like hell.
My girlfriends are super worried.
i can just go bonkers.
With that, i miss boify like craaazzzzzyyyyyyy;
_Lynlove(:
Written @ Saturday, November 03, 2007
Woots!
And bloody hell, this is the one & only freaking photo i had taken w Heera. Shytes!